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it's like i dont know her anymore, and i'm confused and paranoid and all that, i keep questioning and mindfucking myself, cause the person she is now, isnt the person i fell in love with, and i'm very much in denial, it's like whatever i had, whoever she was, whatever we were, were a distant dream and it never happened. & it scares the shit out of me. yes i miss her. but i miss the "her" that i fell in love with. not the "her" now but the "her", then.
& i cannot stop listening to "do you know"
i hum the song wherever i go.
when i was chilling with tif and mas just now.
when i am in the office.
when i'm walking home.
when i'm bathing.
and even when I'M BRUSHING MY TEETH. wth.
anyway i think i'm pretty smart at figuring initials. too smart sometimes also not good. HA! self praise.
http://www.omnomicon.com/rainbowcake
will you bake this for me?
.
& i cannot stop listening to "do you know"
i hum the song wherever i go.
when i was chilling with tif and mas just now.
when i am in the office.
when i'm walking home.
when i'm bathing.
and even when I'M BRUSHING MY TEETH. wth.
anyway i think i'm pretty smart at figuring initials. too smart sometimes also not good. HA! self praise.
http://www.omnomicon.com/rainbowcake
will you bake this for me?
.