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so quite teh unveilings lately
told a "friend" exactly what i felt about them and our friendship. felt good to get it off my chest and it was funny in an annoying sort of way to listen to excuses to try and get out of it. but i wasnt buyin em.
spilled my heart out from the drivers seat of my car to miss vega last night/early this morning. she seems to take every single word i say directly to her heart. it doesnt feel like anything goes in one ear and out the other when we have serious talks. which is always nice.
realized im a very insecure person. im not overbearing. and if i am on occasion, it sure as hell isnt because i want to be. its because deep down i think i need to be. i need to hold you close because im always thinking youre going to find someone better. it drives me crazy. i try to keep it quiet. but sometimes i cant.
im going to school this summer. if my financial situation allows it. new job. starting today. 11pm-5pm/12pm-6pm, whichever i decide, monday thru friday, for $15/hr. gonna be quite the income.
im in love
told a "friend" exactly what i felt about them and our friendship. felt good to get it off my chest and it was funny in an annoying sort of way to listen to excuses to try and get out of it. but i wasnt buyin em.
spilled my heart out from the drivers seat of my car to miss vega last night/early this morning. she seems to take every single word i say directly to her heart. it doesnt feel like anything goes in one ear and out the other when we have serious talks. which is always nice.
realized im a very insecure person. im not overbearing. and if i am on occasion, it sure as hell isnt because i want to be. its because deep down i think i need to be. i need to hold you close because im always thinking youre going to find someone better. it drives me crazy. i try to keep it quiet. but sometimes i cant.
im going to school this summer. if my financial situation allows it. new job. starting today. 11pm-5pm/12pm-6pm, whichever i decide, monday thru friday, for $15/hr. gonna be quite the income.
im in love