JUST THINKING
Sitting here with Mark tonight got me to thinking....sitting in the chair, holding Kaylah, I wanted to cry sooo bad (happy tears of course). It got me to thinking, yeah I want another kid, and yes everyone keeps telling me I would be a good mommy, but I don't know. I am scared I would screw the child up or things wouldn't work out between me and mark, and I am just scared.... I don't know, maybe I am not making any sense. I trully am happy with Mark and him seems happy with me, DAMN IT MAN.....Love is a flippin scaring thing.
I am trying to think of something to do with Mark and the kids tomorrow but my mind is drawing a blank. There is always the resort to take them to the zoo, I mean what kid doesn't enjoy going to the zoo, but I was trying to think of some other things. Guess I will just have to surf the net and see what pops up.
Ok, going back to cuddle with my baby now.....love ya honey !!!!
I am trying to think of something to do with Mark and the kids tomorrow but my mind is drawing a blank. There is always the resort to take them to the zoo, I mean what kid doesn't enjoy going to the zoo, but I was trying to think of some other things. Guess I will just have to surf the net and see what pops up.
Ok, going back to cuddle with my baby now.....love ya honey !!!!