Hmmmm ????

[b_fly_princess]

I am sitting in class right now, taking some notes, being bored out of my mind. Once again, I have been thinking. I talked to Mark this morning and told him that right now I hate myself. I have noticed that I have become more BITCHY....and all I keep thinking it..."WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME???" I asked Dora last night if she thought I was being bitchy, she said no, but I think she was just being nice. LOL. But like I said, I talked to MArk this morning and he told me that he has noticed my attitude change. He says he's worried about me, but what he doesn't realize is I am more worried about it myself. Maybe it's stress from school, or from my husband, or fuck it, maybe I have just lost it. I am worried that if I can't straighten this attitude out that no one will want to hang out with me anymore. That is the one thing I don't want to happen, I love hanging out with the gang.....I swear I think they are the only ones keeping me sain...believe it or not, with as crazy as we all are at times. ROFLMAO !!!! Well better get back to paying attention before I get busted.

I just keep focusing on this saturday, maybe a day away from baytown can help me clear my head.....I think the car drive there and back will be the best part of the whole trip.....

ILU Mark, Vicky, Dora, Jessica, Jenn, Brittany, Amanda, BJ