marriage....

[b_e_a_utiful_me]

have you ever felt so happy, so in love that nothing could make the life you have any better? nothing at all!? well, i am so in that mood right now. kyle and i had a really serious talk tonight on the way to my house... and i've been smiling ever since. marriage... wow! never thought it'd be so soon, the thought of it into my head... but yeah... it's scary. i've been considering marrying him for some time and i haven't had the nerve to say it to my mom, though i have said it to him as well as heather on separate occasions. so tonight kyle and i somehow got on the topic of us getting married, as we have many times before and it got serious. he doesn't want to get married until he's making at least 20 or 30 thousand dollars a year and that should be in like his third or fourth year of college which isn't bad for me at all because my mother won't let me get married until i'm at least 21, don't ask! and i won't be 21 in the wedding seasons until 2008, his third year of college! whoo-hoo! then we got to talking about when he is planning on proposing, he even has that all planned out! all i know is that "we're going to be engaged for a few years" ....well, that's what he said tonight. so i'm thinking it'll be sometime in 2006. i'm not making any guesses or getting my hopes up in any way. i love him a lot guys and for those of you who read this and don't know him, i'm sorry cause he's a great guy!

k2jwk: i love you baby
mynakedlover143: i love you too