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i totally fucking quit cause you all suck at life. no more summer school online. i can't deal with any of it. i can't deal with my mom breathing down my neck or her blaming me for everything. the happiest times i have are when i'm not at home. why can't i just leave. i wish kyle would just move out already. i can't wait for heather and cody to leave lakeland. cause then i'll be in tampa. and then i can stay there and never come home. when kyle moves out,i'm never coming home. i swear to GOD! never. i'll live with him if i have to. if things don't get better here. all i do anymore is cry. things were so good. what happened. mom calls whitney "bridzilla" but what i really think is that mom's lost it and has gone over the deep end, that's why she's such a bitch. i can't even talk to her. i can't ask her for help with my homework... she gets all up in my face and i have to scream! so fuck it! i'll just take this stupid class my senior year... last semester with Townley.... cause i already had him and he rocks! his 2nd semester is waaay easy too. i just wish this was all over so i could leave home for good. i wish i could graduate tomorrow. i'd never come home. i wish i was 18 so i could move out and they couldn't say anything about it.