talked with boy tonight

[b_dazzld]

He seemed really accommodating...and apologetic, and verbally is agreeable to helping, guess we'll see if he's really willing to walk the walk. Looks like he'll be going to visit family in SF for Spring Break, and be gone a couple of weeks. I asked him to give me space, and a little time to think and be alone. Asked him a couple of times before tonight but I think he finally understood how serious I was. Hard to tell someone that you still love them but every day they're losing you a bit more and that you like them less and less...

I should be happier and I'm not sure why I'm not, but I hope the break does a reset, and maybe I can be?

*feels a bit miserable*