thislife.
its total unnyappyness for these couple of days... .... ... (~_~")
i'm totally drained, both mentally & physically.
i needed time,
i needed space,
i needed rest,
i needed some time for myself.
is this a mask that i'm wearing or is it merely part of me that i never knew?.
or an armour thats wore to protect oneself from this distorted ugly world.
once again i begin to lose sight of myself,
i dont even recognize that reflection that i see.
everything aint real, the smile, the friendliness, the i'm totally fine image.
i' m so sick of the place, the people and every other thing there.
but i cant, i just cant defeat the reality.
i have to stay til its time for me to leave and i'll never want to look back.
"i dont want to forget myself,
i want to do it as i am
i want to be .... ...."
私は、ちょうど私自身でありたいです。
**and to some F**KING people, STOP freaking put words into my mouth
and put your f**king POV into mine!!
i'm totally drained, both mentally & physically.
i needed time,
i needed space,
i needed rest,
i needed some time for myself.
is this a mask that i'm wearing or is it merely part of me that i never knew?.
or an armour thats wore to protect oneself from this distorted ugly world.
once again i begin to lose sight of myself,
i dont even recognize that reflection that i see.
everything aint real, the smile, the friendliness, the i'm totally fine image.
i' m so sick of the place, the people and every other thing there.
but i cant, i just cant defeat the reality.
i have to stay til its time for me to leave and i'll never want to look back.
"i dont want to forget myself,
i want to do it as i am
i want to be .... ...."
私は、ちょうど私自身でありたいです。
**and to some F**KING people, STOP freaking put words into my mouth
and put your f**king POV into mine!!