good girl
im a good girl and (most of the time) i'm ok with it. a lot of my friends at camp are badasses and its like im a less interesting person because im not a badass. i get good grades. im not a whore. i dont drink. i dont smoke. i dont do drugs. i dont steal. i'm not jaded. i don't hurt myslef. i dont put myself in situations where i dont feel safe. you might say i dont take risks. well most of the time i dont. ok almost all the time. but i'm ok with that and i dont like people telling me im less interesting because of it. i listen to pop music and maroon 5 and backstreet boys (AUGUST 14 HELL YEA!!!!!!)i dont listen to punk rock most of the time or classic rock. im sure they're very good but im just not into them. but you dont see me making fun of that kind of music just because i dont listen to it. i dont think they're "awful bands". but all of this doesnt make me a less interesting person. i still have opinions and i still have a personality. yea so maybe i havent done any of these things but i still know about them. i have excitement in my life. i get highs off of things that dont involve sex or drugs. it was an amazing feeling swimming in a waterfall and unlike anything i could have felt from smoking some weed. i like getting good grades. that makes me happy. and i like being happy. i dont want to be screwed up. it really pisses me off that i sometimes written off as someone who would never understand because i havent experienced everything myself. i can still understand. i really hate being told i have no excitement in my life. i have excitement. just because its not the same excitement as something somebody else gets excited over doesnt mean its stupid. i hate how people try to be so cool and laid back and really liberal where anyone can be who they want when i obviously cant because i dont listen to the same music even though i could have the exact same opinion. being a good girl doesnt make me stupid and it most definitly does not make me and uninteresting person.