BLEEH
Hmm.. I invited a few friends over for a pool party.
I dunno.. I had a great time.. maybe some of my friends didn't.
Maybe I was acting too "forward" with my one friend.
Maybe I hurt some other peoples feelings..
At first I felt bad.. then I thought, why should I feel bad?
Why do people like me?
Why do people not like me?
Why do I like them?
I find my happiness comes at a cost... and I'm finally willing to pay it. This sudden change of character to my friends is unattractive.
*sigh* I just want to be me. I don't want to have to work and try any more. Let loose. This is probably my last year with most of them.
Let me have my happiness.
I let you have yours.
I dunno.. I had a great time.. maybe some of my friends didn't.
Maybe I was acting too "forward" with my one friend.
Maybe I hurt some other peoples feelings..
At first I felt bad.. then I thought, why should I feel bad?
Why do people like me?
Why do people not like me?
Why do I like them?
I find my happiness comes at a cost... and I'm finally willing to pay it. This sudden change of character to my friends is unattractive.
*sigh* I just want to be me. I don't want to have to work and try any more. Let loose. This is probably my last year with most of them.
Let me have my happiness.
I let you have yours.