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today has sucked!
i think i felt it coming from the very start. i woke up this morning and told myself that i should take it slow and relax with my morning, even though i was running late. so i got a coffee and breakfast sandwich filled my gas tank, and drove 5mph under the speed limit the whole way to concord. i took my time and really started thinking about my life, and i've also been writing a book lately and the charicter has the mental problum where he over analyzes every interction he has with anyone. i am incorperating alot of my dreams that i have written down over the last year so i was also thinking about those and sometimes when i relate my dreams to my life i get a little upset. but overall the ride down was ok.i only was about 10 min late for class, and my teacher dosn't really care if i'm late. but we ended up spending the whole class talking about the death of close friends. bc that was what the short story we read was about. i started to get rally upset in class and i was very relieved when it was over. and then i saw these kids hanging out in the student center, i had just met them monday and thought that they were pritty cool so i hung out there for a while. and the conversation suddenly turned into a huge argument about infidelity. i mostly just sat there and listened. but that got my mind going even more. i have just kinda been hanging out around campus alone the last few hours waiting for my class to start. i can't find the book i just bought last week, i must have left it at home. i got a coffee at the caf, and it tastes horrible,i actually yelled at myself a little in the caf and some people looked at me like i was insaine. so i came into an empty room to rant. and wait for my class. only 30 min left. i hope this class goes ok, bc i really just want to go home.
i think i felt it coming from the very start. i woke up this morning and told myself that i should take it slow and relax with my morning, even though i was running late. so i got a coffee and breakfast sandwich filled my gas tank, and drove 5mph under the speed limit the whole way to concord. i took my time and really started thinking about my life, and i've also been writing a book lately and the charicter has the mental problum where he over analyzes every interction he has with anyone. i am incorperating alot of my dreams that i have written down over the last year so i was also thinking about those and sometimes when i relate my dreams to my life i get a little upset. but overall the ride down was ok.i only was about 10 min late for class, and my teacher dosn't really care if i'm late. but we ended up spending the whole class talking about the death of close friends. bc that was what the short story we read was about. i started to get rally upset in class and i was very relieved when it was over. and then i saw these kids hanging out in the student center, i had just met them monday and thought that they were pritty cool so i hung out there for a while. and the conversation suddenly turned into a huge argument about infidelity. i mostly just sat there and listened. but that got my mind going even more. i have just kinda been hanging out around campus alone the last few hours waiting for my class to start. i can't find the book i just bought last week, i must have left it at home. i got a coffee at the caf, and it tastes horrible,i actually yelled at myself a little in the caf and some people looked at me like i was insaine. so i came into an empty room to rant. and wait for my class. only 30 min left. i hope this class goes ok, bc i really just want to go home.