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it's not a lie... i've been drinking alot lately. and i don't like updatig when i've been drinking. so i havn't updating much lately. lol. but i have some news. first on a small note, i am on my laptop, with the screen working!. yeah it;s kinda a laptop again. and on a really good note. things are looking really great on an internship/job in northern mass ust under nashua. it's like 40k a year + 3 weeks vacation + another week in sick days payed. working for a great guy, for a company that works for the military. if this works out my career life is like amazing. i can get my own place down there. move up in job exp. buy another jeep or beat up truck and a bike. get myself a little house and a dog. the life i have built up in my mind. notice how it dosn't have a girl in it. yeah.. i give up. i can't seem to find anyone worth my time. so i think i might just stop trying for a little while. maybe it will be better if i change location. or maybe it will be better if i let some time pass, and may be our shitey society will pull it out the gutter to the point that being smart will be the new fashion. but as for now i just finished reading kurt vonnegut's "a man without a country" and agreed a little to much to even want to thinking about accepting my fate as part of the american community.
good night.
good night.