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my summer just went from shitty to kickass because i started working, i'm no longer just chillin out board off my ass. i am working alot having fun and feeling the physical pain of working. which feels verry good after a year of programming. but i really do love working. theres good music, nice people, and always somthing to do too keep myself busy. this is going to be a great summer. i hope the weather stays nice so i can do some fun stuff this week. i don't have to work bc the naswa was only open for the weekend and dosn't open full time till next week.
i don't know why but last night i just couldn't stop thinking about my life. like all the bad parts, the same things i have been upset about for the last year, it kept me up all night, i think i may have gotten 2 hrs of sleep last night and even that wasn't verry good. i think that after i work and make myself feel a little more independant and less alone i will understand my life a little better.
anyway lets all have a cheer to a great summer, i hope everyones is full of adventure, romance, and success.
i don't know why but last night i just couldn't stop thinking about my life. like all the bad parts, the same things i have been upset about for the last year, it kept me up all night, i think i may have gotten 2 hrs of sleep last night and even that wasn't verry good. i think that after i work and make myself feel a little more independant and less alone i will understand my life a little better.
anyway lets all have a cheer to a great summer, i hope everyones is full of adventure, romance, and success.