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Now I'm at the interpass wherein I cannot logically expect someone to read my mind.. but at the same time know that if I ask point blank, I will resent them none the less for not telling me on their own.
B_A_D: And I know, this is retarded..... but I also know if i'm an adult and responsible for my own emotions/feelings/responces I need to express them...but if I do that I will still resent the individuals involved because they didn't know enough to tell me something before I asked about it.
B_A_D: This knowledge that I am crazy, and in the wrong is upsetting because generally I have one positive feature. Which is rationality, maturity and being a nice person.
B_A_D: I'm not a nice person now.
B_A_D: I don't like that.
B_A_D: And worst still, no one will like me once they find out.
B_A_D: And I know, this is retarded..... but I also know if i'm an adult and responsible for my own emotions/feelings/responces I need to express them...but if I do that I will still resent the individuals involved because they didn't know enough to tell me something before I asked about it.
B_A_D: This knowledge that I am crazy, and in the wrong is upsetting because generally I have one positive feature. Which is rationality, maturity and being a nice person.
B_A_D: I'm not a nice person now.
B_A_D: I don't like that.
B_A_D: And worst still, no one will like me once they find out.