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May 17, 2005 12:27

Here I am at school waiting for the last two weeks of school to end so I can begin my new life on my own. It seems like the days just drag on daily now. There really isn't anything left for me to do here at school. I don't do much. The other night I was watching an episode of It's a Miracle or something and there was a man who had three boys and there mom had died and they only had there dad and it reminded me of My Tia Marlene and the girls and it made me cry and once I started I couldn't stop. At least those boys have there dad because the girls don't even have there him, he goes out and does his own thing and leave the girls to his mother. I remember when My Tia Marlene said she was going to take me to the club when I turned 18, here I am 18 and still haven't been to the club. If there was anyone I would want to take me it would be her. Now she can't. She was so beautiful. I loved that she thought that she was such a bad ass and that no one could hurt her. Guys or Girls didn't fuck with her. She was a brave one. She had the best smile in the world. She was funny to but, when she was in one of her bitchy moods you had to get out of her way because she would get pist. Well thats enough for me before I get all emotional and start crying again.

Oh My Tia Marilyn's boyfriend who she is suppose to be marrying has the balls to tell My Tio Michael that Michael isn't the boss there and that he can't tell him who or who not to bring there and that if he wants to take family and friends there and party he can because Michael cant tell him and then he goes on to say that when my grandpa and grandma is gone that the house becomes his. I would have slapped the shit out of him. Him and Marilyn have no right to the house especially since they didn't pay for much of anything. Michael should have hit him but he didn't, he did tell him off though and Im suprised that Michael didn't tell hit him. I can't believe him. He is only 23. He is practically still a little kid. Getting married to a 38 year old woman. He doesn't even have his own car. He lives with his girlfriend who lives with her mother. They are so ridiculous. God those people make me so mad. How can they be so unconsiderate and besides my grandpa already said that when he dies the house is going to become everyones and that everyone can live there if they wanted to. My family needs to get there shit together because not everyone can be supporting them.
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