want to know the whole story?
since someone has already decided to be immature and post a bulletin about what happened today i might at well make the whole story known.
sunday night i got caught trying to run from the cops for some stupid shit i did, nothing crazy, just some spraypaint. i spent that night in jail for 12 hours. as you could imagine i was pretty far in the dumps. ive never been to jail before and ive really been trying to make my life the best it can be.
the first person i called when i got home was jamie because i wanted to see her and be there for me (just like im there for her at least weekly whenever she needs me, and you can take that to the grave.) this is the girl who, whether we are together or not i love more than anyone else, and that will never change. at the time i called she was wrapped up in some other plans and promised to call me back when she got home and come see me. no problem, i understand. she never called. so i called back about 7-8 hours later and she was out eating with her frinds. completely forgot about me. so i got mad and went out to where they were eating, jamie said sorry and we hung out for a short while that night.
now just so everyone knows, for the past couple weeks before hand this girl was begging me to hang out with her and now her mood has changed for no reason, im not just crazy.
the next day? never came to see me. the day after that? wouldnt even answer my phone calls. i swear i did nothing but ask her to be there for me and now she wont even talk to me.
now wednesday night, i went out, got a little drunk and on my way home i stopped by her window and let her know what i thought about how she was treating me. now this i know was out of line and im not saying i approve my actions but i did what i did.
the next morning i called to appologize and no answer, but i didnt expect her to answer my call anyway. so on my way to work that morning i stopped by to say my sorrys for the night before because i really did feel bad. the whole time i was there she was just yelling for me to leave and i was trying to appologize. she raised a bottle in the air like she was going to hit me, i took it, told her what a shitty friend shes been to me, spit in her face, and left.
was i out of line? maybe. but did i have more than a good enough motive? oh hell yeah. so anyone who wants to call me a jerk for spitting in her face go right ahead but lets just see how you react when you feel youre at your lowest and the one person you think you can count on bails on you for no reason.
im not the shitty person here, jamie craig is.
its sad but i guess it took something this big and bad to show me who my true friends are and really move on with my life. i didnt want to let go of my first love at all, but if thats how shits going to be, then fuck it. i know i deserve better.
so waaassssaaahhhh ladies?
sunday night i got caught trying to run from the cops for some stupid shit i did, nothing crazy, just some spraypaint. i spent that night in jail for 12 hours. as you could imagine i was pretty far in the dumps. ive never been to jail before and ive really been trying to make my life the best it can be.
the first person i called when i got home was jamie because i wanted to see her and be there for me (just like im there for her at least weekly whenever she needs me, and you can take that to the grave.) this is the girl who, whether we are together or not i love more than anyone else, and that will never change. at the time i called she was wrapped up in some other plans and promised to call me back when she got home and come see me. no problem, i understand. she never called. so i called back about 7-8 hours later and she was out eating with her frinds. completely forgot about me. so i got mad and went out to where they were eating, jamie said sorry and we hung out for a short while that night.
now just so everyone knows, for the past couple weeks before hand this girl was begging me to hang out with her and now her mood has changed for no reason, im not just crazy.
the next day? never came to see me. the day after that? wouldnt even answer my phone calls. i swear i did nothing but ask her to be there for me and now she wont even talk to me.
now wednesday night, i went out, got a little drunk and on my way home i stopped by her window and let her know what i thought about how she was treating me. now this i know was out of line and im not saying i approve my actions but i did what i did.
the next morning i called to appologize and no answer, but i didnt expect her to answer my call anyway. so on my way to work that morning i stopped by to say my sorrys for the night before because i really did feel bad. the whole time i was there she was just yelling for me to leave and i was trying to appologize. she raised a bottle in the air like she was going to hit me, i took it, told her what a shitty friend shes been to me, spit in her face, and left.
was i out of line? maybe. but did i have more than a good enough motive? oh hell yeah. so anyone who wants to call me a jerk for spitting in her face go right ahead but lets just see how you react when you feel youre at your lowest and the one person you think you can count on bails on you for no reason.
im not the shitty person here, jamie craig is.
its sad but i guess it took something this big and bad to show me who my true friends are and really move on with my life. i didnt want to let go of my first love at all, but if thats how shits going to be, then fuck it. i know i deserve better.
so waaassssaaahhhh ladies?