Oct 08, 2006 06:39
i realized that almost everything is always better in theory.
you always look forward to things and, as far as im concerned, they rarely live up to my expectations.
i cant wait until my life is overfilling with happiness and an over all feeling of content.
maybe one day i will be one of the fortunate ones.
my happiness is usually just a front, or a numbness that dulls and confuses my senses. its rarely sincere.