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So im in a mood where i just feel like i need to spill my guts and have someone hold me up for once. but of course the only people i can do that with i either cant call cause theyre gf will kill both of us or two, the bitch wont pick up her phone! but its ok cause i luv them anyway. I know there are more people i could open up to so much, but im back into my gutter spot where i question everyone and can never seem to open up at this point unless i was already totally open with you before. And i hate it. cause i feel like one im trying to protect them from havin to deal with some of my baggadge or two i push people even farther away cause i cant give them all of me at the moment and they take it the wrong way.
so i guess this post will have to do for tonight. but then again i dont have much to say. I could sit here and bitch about how im so stressed with school and finding a job (and damn if i got a job I would be back on my feet... this is my big issue right now), and figuring out where im going to go, or how i really need to get better choices in women cause damn the girls that take up my mind are a waste of time cause either it will never happen or like always its not a situation where it will happen, but im not... Ill save it for another day. My head hurts to much, my cough is killing me, and im sore all over. So i think the only thing that would help me tonight is physical support, so im off to call Amber...
so i guess this post will have to do for tonight. but then again i dont have much to say. I could sit here and bitch about how im so stressed with school and finding a job (and damn if i got a job I would be back on my feet... this is my big issue right now), and figuring out where im going to go, or how i really need to get better choices in women cause damn the girls that take up my mind are a waste of time cause either it will never happen or like always its not a situation where it will happen, but im not... Ill save it for another day. My head hurts to much, my cough is killing me, and im sore all over. So i think the only thing that would help me tonight is physical support, so im off to call Amber...