Apr 04, 2007 00:47
wow. i am embarrassed of myself [well, on a daily basis, for numerous things]. but today especially, bc i realized i am an even bigger nerd/old lady than i thought. yes, i enjoy going out/dancing/hittin the bottle/etc. but i realized that honestly, most of the time i would prefer to go on walks through nature, or read a book and sip a glass of lemonade or chocolate milk. i also like attending mass and singing the hymns.
and today my book made me laugh out loud several times. who laughs out loud while sitting alone on a bench reading a novel? creepers, thats who. [oh, i'm finally reading the book my name came from. its one of the best books ive ever read.]
*cough* LONER
anyway. so i love taking voice lessons. my teacher is absurdly nice. and i have learned so much. every time i leave a lesson i just want to hug her. today, she asked me if she could call her friend in who was waiting outside for her and have me sing one of my songs for her. i was really nervous...singing face to face, to just one person, esp with a song im not that comfortable with, would have made me have an attack in the past. but i was like ya know what? dont be lame. so i took a woman pill [cello, man pill=completely sexist] and did it. and i was totally fine. it felt really good.
later homes.