Jan 02, 2006 13:28
ive spent about 3 years now pulling the covers over my head and saying "i'll worry about it later...just let me rest for 5 more minutes", and my life is passing me by!! am i following my dreams? am i doing something cool with the limited time i have on earth? no! i am sleeping and watching law and order! of allllll the things i could be doing, i am SITTING on a COUCH STARING AT A BOX.
no more. it is finally time to throw off my blanket,get my fat ass out of bed, and go do something.
i want to get back to the person i used to be. i used to be ambitious, nice, polite instead of a lazy, depressed bitch. i used to have principles. i used to do nice things for other people instead of just indulging myself. i have become what always used to disgust me.
for these reasons, these are my new years resolutions:
1. i will stop wasting time: i am limiting myself to 1 hour of computer time and 2 hours of tv time per day...with exceptions for emergencies
2. i will stop being a DUMBASS/getting myself into awkward situations
3. i will do the work i know i am capable in school. i am going to get all As.
4. i am going to start exercising/maybe dancing and FINALLY get back in shape and slow down my journey towards a heart attack and my mothers body.
5. i will limit my use of the f word and the l word [like] and rebuild my vocabulary.
6. i will return to the principles that separate me from every other stupid bitch in the world.
7. i will live every day to the fullest. I LIVE IN NEW YORK CITY!!! WHY DO I SPEND MY DAYS IN A DORM ROOM WITH MOLD ON THE CEILING?!
i feel a change...i am finally gonna take control of my life. when i come home for summer i will be a changed girl. be prepared.