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f f f f f f. WHY do i do this to myself every time? no seriously. someone please tell me. maybe then i could start fixing the problem.
i used to be such a good student!!! there was a time when i got straight As!!!! and then something changed sophomore year...and ive never been the same since. i WANT to work hard, i really do! i even went to class the first couple weeks!!
and now once again im pulling the "if i ace the final" card. i hate being desperate. i just want to crawl into bed and put the covers over my head and sleep til christmas.
can someone please wake me up when the semester is over and tell me it was all a bad dream but its over now and i got As? pretty prease
whatever! whatever. it will all turn out in the end. wow that...totally made me feel better. wtf. ok now i gotsta go study
watching life as a house last night with tina, our convo this morning, and walking home in the morning city traffic listening to guster made me happy though. sighhhh. omg i just realized something...i think tina is trying to turn me into her!! i even wore her puffy jacket with a fur hood home!! (cuz it changed overnite from moderately chilly to below freezing...but still!) ewww
i used to be such a good student!!! there was a time when i got straight As!!!! and then something changed sophomore year...and ive never been the same since. i WANT to work hard, i really do! i even went to class the first couple weeks!!
and now once again im pulling the "if i ace the final" card. i hate being desperate. i just want to crawl into bed and put the covers over my head and sleep til christmas.
can someone please wake me up when the semester is over and tell me it was all a bad dream but its over now and i got As? pretty prease
whatever! whatever. it will all turn out in the end. wow that...totally made me feel better. wtf. ok now i gotsta go study
watching life as a house last night with tina, our convo this morning, and walking home in the morning city traffic listening to guster made me happy though. sighhhh. omg i just realized something...i think tina is trying to turn me into her!! i even wore her puffy jacket with a fur hood home!! (cuz it changed overnite from moderately chilly to below freezing...but still!) ewww