my eyes dont cry no more
ok so last night was ridiculously nice. i went out to coffee with tara, ellie, and sara and it was great. i REALLY needed to get out of the house and just hang out with friends. especially after the nightmare that was yesterday. mary was really cranky, i was really depressed and felt like having a pity party and james just didnt know what to do so that annoyed me on top of everything. so needless to say, by the time i got out of the house... i was running to the store and buying cigarettes and a half pint. so considering i havent smoked in over a year... thats pretty bad. anyways... im glad i got to get out and blah blah blah.
im going to try to do that more often so maybe i can keep my sanity.
so in other news... nicole, my mom, and i all went to this selling stuff party to try and sell some crafts but it ended up being not so rewarding cause only 2 people showed up or something like that. o well.
james has to work till one in the morning cause his work told him he had to work a 12 hour shift today. another half night alone. :( hooray.
im going to try to do that more often so maybe i can keep my sanity.
so in other news... nicole, my mom, and i all went to this selling stuff party to try and sell some crafts but it ended up being not so rewarding cause only 2 people showed up or something like that. o well.
james has to work till one in the morning cause his work told him he had to work a 12 hour shift today. another half night alone. :( hooray.