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lets see, what to say. well saturday and sunday were absolutly amazing, it was deffinitly needed. the lockin was great. i got to talk to anna a lot which was really cool cause we never really get to talk.
monday wasnt bad. school is a blur, i really dont remember what went on at all. thanksgiving yg was alright. i was kinda looking forward to going out in a car this year, but i didnt get to go once again. stayed at the church, wasnt to bad. then peoples came back, it was pritty fun. brought IT, didnt have any though. it was gone in seconds.
what else, idk my parents have been really annoying lately. apparently i dont do enough to get allowence, but my brother who does like nothing gets it. idk. if anyone knows a place thats hiring, i really need a job. christmas is comming up and i dont have a dime so yea.
ive been like incredibly lonely lately, but honestly i dont really care anymore. like im so used to it it just doesnt seem to matter. nothing really seems to matter anymore. my grades suck so im just waiting for my report card to come in so i can be yelled at and told to work harder and get shit taken away from me, and make life even worse. the only grade i dont think my parents know about is physics. idk, i feel so alone. im to confused to write things now. if anyone can find the time to maby hang out this weekend please let me know, i could really use being with someone now.