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so yea last night i had a little party, it was just me, nicole, jess, jen, frank, jj, nate, anna, and steph. it was pritty cool, although everyone was all sad and depressed. idk whats up w/ my house and playing music everytime people come over, and usually playing the same songs, but its usually pritty cool. i liked most of the songs, well all but one. so b4 we gathered in a litle pow-wow to sing our camp fire songs, we sooo have to do that one night bon fire in the middle of my law and circle around it playing songs, well anyways b4 that nicole,jess, staph, and well my sister, played a hardcore round of twister, it was quite amusing. all the while listening to jock jams, and maximum dance, i havent listened to that stuff in years. oh and of corse b4 that, Nsync baby aint notin like it. and im really sorry to anyone who really wanted to go swimming, sry i let u down on that :(
What else. umm yea school hasnt been so great the classes are fine pritty easy stuff so far. idk ive just been really lonely in school, idk where i really fit in who my real friends are. so ive jsut been spending a lot of time alone. its not exactly what i want to do. but idk what else to do. i dont really like going up to people and jsut like jumping in, its not really my thing. idk its just been like one of those weeks that u just kinda nedd a hug but dont know where to turn, and im jsut rambling on now. idk why im putting this stuff here, i dont like sharing this stuff in my lj, so im gona stop.
so yea, right now im tlaking to megs, and sitting in my red chair, w/ the lights off in my room with all the lights off. its realy very peaceful. its giving me a fairly good atmosphere to think in, if only i was thinking about good things. idk, i kinda wish i could spend some like one on one time w/ a fiend, but noones ever around, so i guess thats not gona happen. plus anyone that is around isnt in the mood to do anyhting with me so. whatever, im gona go to bed soo. later
What else. umm yea school hasnt been so great the classes are fine pritty easy stuff so far. idk ive just been really lonely in school, idk where i really fit in who my real friends are. so ive jsut been spending a lot of time alone. its not exactly what i want to do. but idk what else to do. i dont really like going up to people and jsut like jumping in, its not really my thing. idk its just been like one of those weeks that u just kinda nedd a hug but dont know where to turn, and im jsut rambling on now. idk why im putting this stuff here, i dont like sharing this stuff in my lj, so im gona stop.
so yea, right now im tlaking to megs, and sitting in my red chair, w/ the lights off in my room with all the lights off. its realy very peaceful. its giving me a fairly good atmosphere to think in, if only i was thinking about good things. idk, i kinda wish i could spend some like one on one time w/ a fiend, but noones ever around, so i guess thats not gona happen. plus anyone that is around isnt in the mood to do anyhting with me so. whatever, im gona go to bed soo. later