Jun 03, 2006 21:38
this is what i wnat in my life once college starts: out wiht the old shit an d in with the new drama hahaha
i dont want to be that girl that everyoen goes to when they need somehitng, used fo r awhiel then hung out to dry when u need something in return. I want to live my life where im not beign constantly judged for my actions, whow i think what i do or say, if u dotn like me i dotn fucking care im not goign to change who i am just to impress ppl. i wnat to find a new friend or ppl that have no clue about my past at all, a new start, clean slate and they can except me for who i am and not for what im not. No molre stupid old highschool drama, we are going to be out in the real world, an dhave major responibilites that some people will not be able to overcome if they dont grow up and mature now.i am so over caddyness, coniving manipulation,stupid lame lies and excuses. people tell me straight up what u wnat to say and dont hide it, or lead me on and i have to figure it out fo rmyslef, dragging out stupid shit is not worht my time or urs. the major thing i wnat is just to be able to have fun in a new environment and not worry about stupid gossip or w/e and drama that always seems to be heatign up on th eback burner. college is goign to be me escape from my old life and the start of my yet to be discovered new identiy.
WhY cAnT i JuSt Be Me ......
......ExCePt It
what good is a life with no one to share the light of the moon and the honor of a swear