Whatever is right...
Tonight Glenn at Queen's Gambit asked me to start bartending on Thursday. I was hesitant at first, eventually I told him I need to think about it all. It seemed like a good proposition seeing that I could make some extra dough, but I think it would probably be a bad idea. I just got out of the gig at L&B's. I think I need to steer away from the bar scene all together. All the people, the atmosphere...everything all together. Slowly I see as the parties get bigger at the house the more I am pulled away from the realism of life.
Wow, the more I write the more I feel detached from everything. I think it all started today when I stayed home and read more of my book...Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand. It's about philosophy, religion, life. Anyhoot though...I think so far the part that caught me the most is where the main character says to do 'whatever is right' and makes note that he could never learn why anyone would want to do otherwise. It's so simplistic yet so true. I think, as of the past few months, I haven't always done 'whatever is right'.
Maybe I am in a half delusional state due to lack of sleep or maybe I am finally making sense of things. I guess a good nights rest and a sobering morning will tell me...
Wow, the more I write the more I feel detached from everything. I think it all started today when I stayed home and read more of my book...Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand. It's about philosophy, religion, life. Anyhoot though...I think so far the part that caught me the most is where the main character says to do 'whatever is right' and makes note that he could never learn why anyone would want to do otherwise. It's so simplistic yet so true. I think, as of the past few months, I haven't always done 'whatever is right'.
Maybe I am in a half delusional state due to lack of sleep or maybe I am finally making sense of things. I guess a good nights rest and a sobering morning will tell me...