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i graduated yesterday.
i should be really excited about it.
but i'm not really.
i have no plans for my life.
only a crazy plan to go to hawaii in january for 6 months.
but im not really sure what i would go there to study for.
i'm pretty scared about life.
"the real world"
idk what i want to do.
i've always wanted to be a vet. but i really don't know anymore.
i wanna get out of va beach, but i dont want to leave here ever.
change is pretty scary for me.
i've changed so much in the past year.
i look at where i was last year and how i acted
i wouldn't try new things ever.
i had a best friend.
we were inseparable.
last year everything was in order and i had morals.. really good ones.
this year, not so much.
i need to get back on track.
find out what i want to do for the rest of my life.
stop being lazy and go to a college of some sort.
the only thing good that has happened in the last month
is my new car..!
2004 yellow jeep wrangler
i am completely in love with it
i should be really excited about it.
but i'm not really.
i have no plans for my life.
only a crazy plan to go to hawaii in january for 6 months.
but im not really sure what i would go there to study for.
i'm pretty scared about life.
"the real world"
idk what i want to do.
i've always wanted to be a vet. but i really don't know anymore.
i wanna get out of va beach, but i dont want to leave here ever.
change is pretty scary for me.
i've changed so much in the past year.
i look at where i was last year and how i acted
i wouldn't try new things ever.
i had a best friend.
we were inseparable.
last year everything was in order and i had morals.. really good ones.
this year, not so much.
i need to get back on track.
find out what i want to do for the rest of my life.
stop being lazy and go to a college of some sort.
the only thing good that has happened in the last month
is my new car..!
2004 yellow jeep wrangler
i am completely in love with it