Here.
I dont miss home.
I miss my family.
and a few people.
But if someone said
"ben, you can stay here for like ever"
I wouldnt say no.
I'm in a place where people share my beliefs, a place where people dont care who I am, a place where I actually feel at home.
This may sound depressing, but I haven't felt this happy in so long. It's not like I hate my family and friends, its just here, I can feel comfortable with who I am...
I'm so very tired but I dont actually care, because Its a worthy tired. I've spent time doing nothing... that meant everything, doing simple things that make me smile. It's amazing how much difference 120 odd miles can make to me.
I think I'm alone with my feelings on this situation.
But for once being alone, is nice.. because I dont feel alone.
x
I miss my family.
and a few people.
But if someone said
"ben, you can stay here for like ever"
I wouldnt say no.
I'm in a place where people share my beliefs, a place where people dont care who I am, a place where I actually feel at home.
This may sound depressing, but I haven't felt this happy in so long. It's not like I hate my family and friends, its just here, I can feel comfortable with who I am...
I'm so very tired but I dont actually care, because Its a worthy tired. I've spent time doing nothing... that meant everything, doing simple things that make me smile. It's amazing how much difference 120 odd miles can make to me.
I think I'm alone with my feelings on this situation.
But for once being alone, is nice.. because I dont feel alone.
x