contemplations on relations
hmmmmm sigh i don't know if i can ever trust guys.
this has been the case since forever. but particularly with tres i find myself always wondering if it's "for real" and i shouldn't always be like that.
i talk to him about this sometimes but he says i'm crazy and that he wouldn't do something like that to me...
i wonder
i mean how do you really know a person?
i thought i knew my last partner, he turned out to be someone completely different. someone i should have never let close to me.
i get so scared sometimes because i want to know i want to be sure that it won't happen to me again.
i guess i just wonder if someone can really be faithful...if someone can really be trustworthy...i don't want another betrayl.
it seems like today anything is possible and with so many of my friends' problems with guys, i can't help but speculate...it's so wrong but i wanna cover my ass....i just don't want to get hurt this time around...it was way too hard to get over the last one....it was like three years before i was able to date again...and really put any kind of faith in a person.
i'm just a girL
i'm scared too
i just wanna be loved...
this has been the case since forever. but particularly with tres i find myself always wondering if it's "for real" and i shouldn't always be like that.
i talk to him about this sometimes but he says i'm crazy and that he wouldn't do something like that to me...
i wonder
i mean how do you really know a person?
i thought i knew my last partner, he turned out to be someone completely different. someone i should have never let close to me.
i get so scared sometimes because i want to know i want to be sure that it won't happen to me again.
i guess i just wonder if someone can really be faithful...if someone can really be trustworthy...i don't want another betrayl.
it seems like today anything is possible and with so many of my friends' problems with guys, i can't help but speculate...it's so wrong but i wanna cover my ass....i just don't want to get hurt this time around...it was way too hard to get over the last one....it was like three years before i was able to date again...and really put any kind of faith in a person.
i'm just a girL
i'm scared too
i just wanna be loved...