What are you in the program for if you dont mind me asking? I am on the duragesic patch right now and it fucking sucks. What did you to stop doing whatever you were doing? I need some suggestions because this is the hardest fucking thing I have ever went through.
Its an alternative to the methadone clinic. You wear a 100mg patch for 2 weeks, then 75 mg, then 50mg, and then 25 mg and then you are supposed to be detoxed from stuff like Lortabs, percucets, or Oxi-Contin. It works but it sucks when you go down on the dosage. Its for people who can rehab themselves.
I was addicted to Dramamine, it's an on-the-shelf motion sickness medicene. It fucks you up, bad. You feel like you're stoned x10 and you start seeing shit, things turn into other things, and things move that don't usually move ... For example, I once saw my hand weights turn into penguins sitting in lounge chairs at the beach holding martinis. Talk about fucked up.
Yeah I know, Dramamine and Ambien can have the same effect. I'm old enough to have experienced with damn near every drug there is. Lortabs are the only drug that took over me.
I did a Loratab or two in the past, way past, I wasn't as fond as you are of them ... then again I would only take 1 or 2 ... I don't think I ever took over 2.
I was taking up to 30 a day. I had a small problem with them in highschool but nothing like this. The patches are working but its still hard. I work in radio so I dont really have alot of real friends. "Pattymelt" has alot of fans but "Kym" doesn't really have friends. If I did, my drug problem wouldn't have gotten so bad.
Thanks cool, yeah I know how it is to be addicted. That dramamine shit I did I would sometimes do twice a day and take up to 18 pills at once. At the beginning I was taking them to get fucked up, then I started taking them to be "normal". You know how that is?
Re: WRAX fanxxbackenxxJanuary 14 2004, 23:22:19 UTC
Yeah, I know what you mean. That fucked up feeling becomes normal and you depend on it. When you finally realize that you've forgotten what normal really feels like, it's too late. Drugs can control your every move. You need them to eat, sleep, talk, walk, and function. It's the worst thing that could happen to a person. Ecspecially if 200,000 radio listeners think the world of you. They have no idea what its really like to be "Pattymelt". And I hope they never do.
I've never even listened to the show really, I kinda stopped after Beaner and Ken left, I miss those bastards and now they are on 100.5 ... I should listen in sometime just to hear you :D Yeah drugs are really fucked up ... at first you're doing the drugs, in the end, the drugs are doing you ...
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