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I'm done sharing myself, atleast to you. I've given up my heart twice, and already broken twice, something that is broken more than once isn't meant to be kept so you can fucking keep it. What am I? Just some God damn place holder? I'm sick of being used like this. I mean JESUS! Maybe I should start telling people that I'm going to kill them, then I could win them over? Sounds like a good pickup line, huh? Certainly beat all of mine. How bout this.
Next time ANYONE loses a boyfriend, come to me, I'll make you feel so GOD DAMN good about yourselves then you can prance your happy asses back to your exes or to someone better and not speak a word to me before you do. Sucks hearing that kind of shit from a best friend. WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH GIRLS THINKING THAT IF THEY IGNORE SOMEONE THEY WILL BE FINE?! MAKES SHIT A LOT EASIER FOR YOU I'M SURE. I'm sick of this shit! I mean I fucking ASKED if that is what you were doing and you said NO! Next time tell me before you walk me into the darkness and leave me no light. If you want, you can stop by sometime and I'll leave the picture I made you and the fucking coloring book I got you outside ... Ha ... and I to think, I colored one just for you ...
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I 'm a creep
I 'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
She's running out again
She's running out
She run, run, run run
Run
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here.
Oh, and I'm glad I'm THE REASON. I hope I changed you a lot. I hope it was for the better. Keep the Hoobastank CD by the way.
Next time ANYONE loses a boyfriend, come to me, I'll make you feel so GOD DAMN good about yourselves then you can prance your happy asses back to your exes or to someone better and not speak a word to me before you do. Sucks hearing that kind of shit from a best friend. WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH GIRLS THINKING THAT IF THEY IGNORE SOMEONE THEY WILL BE FINE?! MAKES SHIT A LOT EASIER FOR YOU I'M SURE. I'm sick of this shit! I mean I fucking ASKED if that is what you were doing and you said NO! Next time tell me before you walk me into the darkness and leave me no light. If you want, you can stop by sometime and I'll leave the picture I made you and the fucking coloring book I got you outside ... Ha ... and I to think, I colored one just for you ...
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I 'm a creep
I 'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
She's running out again
She's running out
She run, run, run run
Run
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here.
Oh, and I'm glad I'm THE REASON. I hope I changed you a lot. I hope it was for the better. Keep the Hoobastank CD by the way.