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I walked away like i didnt care.......... thought maybe this time if you really cared you come for me and not walk the other way.... but i was wrong..... i guess i thought to much of you....I wanna be with you, but theres just that one BIG part of me that says why..? why do this to your self again Kayla... give up there is nothing you can say... or do to change the fact that he possibly wants to be with another girl er have feeling fer another girl.... but the fact is you cant make someone want to be with you if he isnt gunna do nething on the other end to make it work......then why try ne more, why give my all n get nothing n return... all i have heard sence we broke up is "IM CONFUSED i dont kno what to do" well maybe if you wanted to be with me you wouldnt be "CONFUSED" i just thought that it was going good ya kno? we werent fighting ne more then i got that pone call... that about crushed my heart into 1000 pieces, that pone call made me break down into tears.. n those tears came down like rain wouldnt stop.... i tryed to ferget about it... but today EVERYONE knew that MY boyfriend had some sort of feelings fer someone else... whatever call me crazy cuz i got upset.. but ne other girl that liked you as much as i did would have done the same thing................
My life is ever so very messed up. I know you think that I'm head over heals in love with you but it's just a crush...a crush that's crushing me