Jul 19, 2004 18:41
FUCK LIFE!! FUCK EVERYONE!! I'm done fucking trying because whatever the fuck I do never gets anywhere. I'm fucking done dealing with all the world's bullshit. I'm done fucking dealing with life. I want to fucking die.
My mom knows EVERYTHING about Kyle and I now. And when I say EVERYTHING... I mean, EVERYTHING... Well, everything to an extent. And now, I don't know when the next time I am going to be able to see is. FUCK!!! I feel like I have just fucking lost one of the biggest parts of me. I fucking love him. And nothing is going to stop me from loving him. No matter how long it is before I see him again. I can't fucking take this shit anymore. My whole world has fucking turned upside down. And I hate it....
I fucking hate life.... and if it weren't for a few certain people in my life... there'd already be a bullet through my head