i do love her.
Itz been two days, and it seems like forever. I miss christina so much, its hurting me inside. I need to talk to her, and i need to know shes doing alright. Shes the only thing that has been on my mind for, who knows how long. I want to be with her right now, just holding her, anything i just want to be with her. It hurts that shes gone like this. Shes my life, my one. I love you christina. :[ get back before sunday ends, i need to see you.
One of my best friends is hurting because of a guy. Well many are but shes standing out in my mind. This girl is so beautiful, i swear sne needs to realize that. Well, shes loving that guy right, well hes "loving" somebody else. Right. its a crock of shit. Hes to, too.. um yah. I cant say anything to mean. she loves him/ :<3: i love you girl. best friends forever
Another one of my friends, boyfriend trouble. Hes treating her like shit and i dont know what to do about it. I love her to death you know. I cant seem to see her go threw so much and still be around him. I know she doesnt want to be, we wasnt like this before. We think he needs some help, but who knows, how can you tell somebody like him, somthing like that.
*another, yes another* one of my friends is thinking about breaking up with her boyfriend. They've been together for awhile now. Hes treating her like shit, not like before ^above^ now its all emotional shit. I dont know what to do with them. I love them both. Maybe i should just stay outta of it and be supportive, i think thats the best thing. yah, thats what im going to do.
Dad and darline are going to pick me and my sister up tomarrow. Woo! Thank effing God. I need outta this hell hole, cause i wont beable to get out till JANUARY!. yeah i know wholy shit. But im going to be busy. Decemeber 2nd, im leaving for flordia. hah, family trip. All the way till the 11th! wow, farness. Warmness, and lonlyness. :-\
Im going to miss everybody eh so effin much. But then around the 23rd im going to tennesse and Stephanie might come with me, omg that would be the best time of my life this year. Sersiouly then i could call it, a good start to a good year for 04`. Ohh, i really hope she can. She makes my happy like a best friend should. Shes the greatest, i dont know what i'd do without her, shit i wouldnt do anything. I cant live with out the effing hawt dawg qween. hehe. <3
Im not really in depression anymore. Just sympathetic for myself. or maybe im waking up to reality and that relizing im to young to die. So, im just going to forget about myself, and help everybody else i care about, or needs it. because very well that they have no need to die, and if they say they have nothing left. I love them, no matter what they look like, talk like, dress like, anything. I can love anybody, just give me the chance.
One of my best friends is hurting because of a guy. Well many are but shes standing out in my mind. This girl is so beautiful, i swear sne needs to realize that. Well, shes loving that guy right, well hes "loving" somebody else. Right. its a crock of shit. Hes to, too.. um yah. I cant say anything to mean. she loves him/ :<3: i love you girl. best friends forever
Another one of my friends, boyfriend trouble. Hes treating her like shit and i dont know what to do about it. I love her to death you know. I cant seem to see her go threw so much and still be around him. I know she doesnt want to be, we wasnt like this before. We think he needs some help, but who knows, how can you tell somebody like him, somthing like that.
*another, yes another* one of my friends is thinking about breaking up with her boyfriend. They've been together for awhile now. Hes treating her like shit, not like before ^above^ now its all emotional shit. I dont know what to do with them. I love them both. Maybe i should just stay outta of it and be supportive, i think thats the best thing. yah, thats what im going to do.
Dad and darline are going to pick me and my sister up tomarrow. Woo! Thank effing God. I need outta this hell hole, cause i wont beable to get out till JANUARY!. yeah i know wholy shit. But im going to be busy. Decemeber 2nd, im leaving for flordia. hah, family trip. All the way till the 11th! wow, farness. Warmness, and lonlyness. :-\
Im going to miss everybody eh so effin much. But then around the 23rd im going to tennesse and Stephanie might come with me, omg that would be the best time of my life this year. Sersiouly then i could call it, a good start to a good year for 04`. Ohh, i really hope she can. She makes my happy like a best friend should. Shes the greatest, i dont know what i'd do without her, shit i wouldnt do anything. I cant live with out the effing hawt dawg qween. hehe. <3
Im not really in depression anymore. Just sympathetic for myself. or maybe im waking up to reality and that relizing im to young to die. So, im just going to forget about myself, and help everybody else i care about, or needs it. because very well that they have no need to die, and if they say they have nothing left. I love them, no matter what they look like, talk like, dress like, anything. I can love anybody, just give me the chance.