end of the semester stress
so finals weeks is almost here. I have so much stress. I'm not prepared for tests yet. I have a lot to do. there are som amny end of seester club wrap ups and study breaks that I don't have time to actually study.
And I still have so much crap on my mind. I know I should stop thinking about all the shit that's been going on but its still in my head. I know I havn't done anything horrible myself. and i know some of the people I once considered friends have done horrible things. yet I feel bad to even think that. I still haven't gotten over loosing my friend. I tired to talk to him before and I know that I've done enough and its up to him to now, yet I feel like I should try to talk to him again. I know that I need to put all the time I spend over the last 3 years behind me, to move on and to never think about him again cause I have a strong feeling he's not been thinking about me.
I hope to see people over break sometime, if you're still my friend call me next friday or at leat tell me why you can't see me.
And I still have so much crap on my mind. I know I should stop thinking about all the shit that's been going on but its still in my head. I know I havn't done anything horrible myself. and i know some of the people I once considered friends have done horrible things. yet I feel bad to even think that. I still haven't gotten over loosing my friend. I tired to talk to him before and I know that I've done enough and its up to him to now, yet I feel like I should try to talk to him again. I know that I need to put all the time I spend over the last 3 years behind me, to move on and to never think about him again cause I have a strong feeling he's not been thinking about me.
I hope to see people over break sometime, if you're still my friend call me next friday or at leat tell me why you can't see me.