Anoter Pointless Entery
long time no posts. So the last month and some have been wierd. enough said about that. life sucks. I miss my former friends, I can't find a way to avoid spending thanksgiving with my family, I have a test tomarrow,and got nothing to do all weekend, so I'm going to be lonley and boredbut I've been sad enough though. instead of just telling me to
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yet my darkside says this:
unfortunately I care too much about what others think, I couldn't go to class in pajamas. I have to worry about where my food is comming from,(I worry about the cafiterias, and the unhealthy, unsustainable, overly processed foods). I don't like my parents, but tey do pay for my food. so if I want to be free of them I will have to worry about 'making ends meet'. I love animals but still somehow dislike insects, i'd totaly die in a termite epidemic. I'm so glad my walls are not made of wood. (save the trees and keep the termites away)If was heartless I wouldn't have a problem, I wouldn't care about lossing friends or family, and therfore be less sad. and I can't spend my days in the way I want to, I work and have to study and go to class.
I like not being like everyone else but sometimes it just seems like 'normal' people are happier than me. its like I have to make a choice to be a shallow happy idoit or be a depressed, caring person.
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