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Never get the least bit involved in any form with a person who has no hope.
Even when you don't care, and you don't want to bother, when you are a person with hope and they are not, things will never be right.
And I'm talking about friendship here.
I don't know why I did this to myself.
I should have known I wouldn't have been able to handle feeling like no matter how hard I try I still have no effect on anyone's life.
I'll be forgotten, and thrown into the bottom of the barrel with the rest of the people with severed relationships.
and it's a bit unsettling. It brings me down more than I'd like to let it.
But it's all part of something. If it doesn't all work out in the end, I'll have made it through one more of these bullshit situations that I seem to enjoy getting myself into.
I'll know it's right when this all turns around and someone surprises me.
someday someone will catch me off guard.
Even when you don't care, and you don't want to bother, when you are a person with hope and they are not, things will never be right.
And I'm talking about friendship here.
I don't know why I did this to myself.
I should have known I wouldn't have been able to handle feeling like no matter how hard I try I still have no effect on anyone's life.
I'll be forgotten, and thrown into the bottom of the barrel with the rest of the people with severed relationships.
and it's a bit unsettling. It brings me down more than I'd like to let it.
But it's all part of something. If it doesn't all work out in the end, I'll have made it through one more of these bullshit situations that I seem to enjoy getting myself into.
I'll know it's right when this all turns around and someone surprises me.
someday someone will catch me off guard.