my dearest bianca,
i want to kiss you super hard.
its weird to think that the first time i left, to move up here..i wasnt even sad or like affected by shit. it never even hit me what was gonna happen. i was just so excited for somthing new. now i realize that distance makes the heart grow fonder.i never realized that i could feel this way about anyone.. ever. you truly make me the happiest person alive. i hate being so far from you because i feel like when i do see you, it's always gonna be short lived and then it's back to the same old shit.... without you.
i never intended to just leave you, and i never even meant to just get out and leave everything behind. i knew that it was time for me to make a change, and whether now it was a good decision or not, it was for a reason and whatever pain or strife we're going through now, i remind my self that ultimately, this is only temporary.
i love you with all my heart and mind. and i'll see you before you know it.sdlndslndsklsd iluiluiluiluiluiluiluiluilu
-benjamiiiin
its weird to think that the first time i left, to move up here..i wasnt even sad or like affected by shit. it never even hit me what was gonna happen. i was just so excited for somthing new. now i realize that distance makes the heart grow fonder.i never realized that i could feel this way about anyone.. ever. you truly make me the happiest person alive. i hate being so far from you because i feel like when i do see you, it's always gonna be short lived and then it's back to the same old shit.... without you.
i never intended to just leave you, and i never even meant to just get out and leave everything behind. i knew that it was time for me to make a change, and whether now it was a good decision or not, it was for a reason and whatever pain or strife we're going through now, i remind my self that ultimately, this is only temporary.
i love you with all my heart and mind. and i'll see you before you know it.sdlndslndsklsd iluiluiluiluiluiluiluiluilu
-benjamiiiin