Argh
I think I like sugar. Sometimes I feel like it's the only thing that can keep me sane. Like today, I was feeling like "eh" all day, and was reverting into apathy. But then after school I had about a pound of Skittles and a Coke and then I was "Weeeeeeeeeeee...." insane all through band practice. But now the sugar's worn off and I'm all apathetic and pessimistic all of a sudden. It was crazy, I feeling emo for some reason. Well, not like everybody hate's me, but halfway there, with nobody notices me. I'm thinking it's karma from last weekend. Since I had a blast the whole time, it only makes sense that someday this week wouldn't be so great haha. Of course, I could blame the apathy on my own insensitivity and inablity to notice anything. But I can't tell if it's me or if there's nothing to notice. Now I'm thinking I got into a rambling mood, but there's no Alaina to spew it all out to lmao. Anyway, I'll break of here so people won't be scared off from reading by a long entry.