fuck everything
Ahh... im in such a bad fucking mood. I swear my mom hates me and only wants to make my life miserable. I wish I could just move away. away from everythign i know. away from eveyone i know, and just leave everything behind. I hate this shit so much. I wish i were going to college next year just so i can go far away and never come back. i hate nashua, i hate everything about it. and i seriously dont believe in this god shit, im just realizing, that god doesnt exhist and if he does hes a fucking asshole. if you think there is such thing as a god or higher being or anything, just look at the hungry, the poor, the criminals, the people suffering from desiease and depression, the people who prey everynight and dont get shit, and the people who are racist. these people wouldnt exhist if there was someone looking down and watching over us. I have to go before i freak out. Im seriously ready to go nuts... fuck everything and everyone