i am afraid that i could love him. its so scary to think that someone could love me so much. and i know were going to get there. and for right now that seems fine. but it wont last forever. & whats going to happen when i have to say goodbye knowing that i loved him & he loved me. can i get over that? is that one of those things you can ever forget? you have to just let go,and trust the other person,but its so hard when you're new at this,when this is unchartered territory. its scary but its exilerating. & i trust him,alot. but theres always a little part of my mind that says to be cautious,and not to ever say those words,at least not now. & sometimes i just want to say,screw my brain. ahh.
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its so scary to think that someone could love me so much.
and i know were going to get there.
and for right now that seems fine.
but it wont last forever.
& whats going to happen when i have to say goodbye knowing that i loved him & he loved me.
can i get over that?
is that one of those things you can ever forget?
you have to just let go,and trust the other person,but its so hard when you're new at this,when this is unchartered territory.
its scary but its exilerating.
& i trust him,alot.
but theres always a little part of my mind that says to be cautious,and not to ever say those words,at least not now.
& sometimes i just want to say,screw my brain.
ahh.
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