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what has been going on? nothing really. nothing really at all. lately ive been smoking more than necessary and its not good. but anyway, i went to a party in lake worth saturday night. im not sure how i did it, but i gave two people rides and still made it home without being too out of control. but before that i couldnt find my keys and turns out someone put them in the mailbox. which is ridiculous. so then i slept and slept and slept and felt sick but not too sick since vodka doesn't give me hangovers, only beer. i hate that this is what my life has come down to, choosing which alcohol wont make me throw up in the morning.
i need to stop worrying about things that i keep hearing, but it makes me feel weird to know them and i don't know.