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i have no balls. on wed. my mom set up an appointment for me to go into school and meet with the guidance counselor, principal and her. so, thursday that's what we did at 11:00. i have never been so humiliated. i cried the whole time while the guidance counselor went on and on about how important it is for me to stay in school. they went through all my grades and went on and on about how i'm okay academically. i said "i'm not socially okay...i don't fit in. school isn't for everyone..i'm done" and the principal said if anyone gives me any trouble to let him know. like i'm going to do that and humiliate myself more? then the guidance counselor said she is even willing to talk to my classmates and let them know that i'm having a rough time and to be more sensitive.. yeah right. i said no way. i kept saying over and over that i'm done with school and they wont' accept that. They kept saying "tomorrow when you come in to school."...like i'm just going to show up after saying i'm not. so, friday guess what? i didn't go...haha. my mom kept screaming and yelling and i said no way and stuck to my guns. she says if i don't get up and go on monday, she's having the cops come and drag me there. i'm sure they don't have better things to do.

once again, kendra isn't speaking to me and neither are any of our friends, so i don't have anyone. i wish i at least had livejournal friends but no one comments.