Sigh rejection hurts
I didn't get into County Honor Band. It makes me sad because I got in last year and I'm a senior AND i've been practicing that piece forever and the only conclusion I've gained from my not getting in is that I suck.
Sigh.
And I tried so hard too.
I hate it when I work hard and I don't get what I want. I haven't been working hard on many things this year either so its just like FAILURE IM A FAILURE AHHHH.
I guess on the upside I'm going to Matt (grad student i worked with)'s Holiday party tomorow. Yay drunk grad students.
I need to write about what my friends did for my birthday on a night when I'm less depressed. (They pitched in for money for a ticket to boston and Kevin made this fake ticket that's really impressive/funny. I cried when I got it, that's how happy I was. Also Sue got Jason's a capella group to sing for me. Cutest thing ever).
I hope I get in early. 5 more days...
I'm goign to try updating more.
Sigh.
And I tried so hard too.
I hate it when I work hard and I don't get what I want. I haven't been working hard on many things this year either so its just like FAILURE IM A FAILURE AHHHH.
I guess on the upside I'm going to Matt (grad student i worked with)'s Holiday party tomorow. Yay drunk grad students.
I need to write about what my friends did for my birthday on a night when I'm less depressed. (They pitched in for money for a ticket to boston and Kevin made this fake ticket that's really impressive/funny. I cried when I got it, that's how happy I was. Also Sue got Jason's a capella group to sing for me. Cutest thing ever).
I hope I get in early. 5 more days...
I'm goign to try updating more.