Do you ever wish that life can go back to the way it used to be?
I've been having a lot of issues with ym dad lately. maybe its me, but im pretty sure it's him. him and his everwithstanding love of my sister and her permanent innocence. I've thought long and hard about leaving just up and leaving and going to a friend's house. But thatd make things worse. I'd get found, i'd be in trouble. things would suck even more than they do now.I was looking at some pictures from the time i was about 6 months old til about last summer. Oh how simple life was. Everything was so cut and dry. I was the good kid, the one with no issues, my dad and i got along perfectly. he accepted my imperfections, my flaws and my shortcomings; now, he glares at them in disappointment. Like im the out of control one with an attitude problem. Im still the same way i was back BEFORE my sister entered the equation...so i highly doubt that im out of control. Now i have to scrounge for anythign i get...i dont even bother asking for a damn thing...but of course daddy's little princess gets whatever she wants. She can sit in his room and watch a movie with them...i get told i talk too much and to get the fuck out. whatever. Im leaving...before he knows it; he'll be dead to me.