So Long
Well, today was undoubtedly one of the hardest days that i've ever had in my life. It wasn't school, it wasn't my gf, it wasn't friends. I walked to CSI after voc to go to the meetings about my brother and my sister, and my mom came out in tears...i asked her why, and my dad told me that my brother was going away. Yes, he's an ass sometimes, and yes he does piss me off more often than not, but he's my brother. Went to get some of his shit, and i almost lost it. tried to stay strong in front of my friends. Went to DHS to say my "so Long's" (never saY goodbye) and the person standing there was not the kid i've known for 6 months, not the hardcore sean i've grown to tolerate; it was the old sean; the sean who would give you the shirt off his back if you needed it. he was crying because he didnt want to go, but its for his best; i told him that i'd take care of his business, i told him i'd see him whenever, and i said so long. and it sucked. i didnt want to see my only brother go, but he needs the help; it hit me a lot harder than i thought it would. well thats all for now--STEVE--