*sigh*
So it has been a while since I have posted to LJ. Dany is no longer in my life at all, and I am happy for it. All she wanted to do was use me and abuse me and fuck me over.
She apparently is telling everyone she can that I was abusive to her. anyone that knows me knows the last thing in the world I would ever do is hit anyone. anyway she still sends me abusive emails. So done.
Stacie is a girl I am "dating". again i chose a woman who isn't into a relationship or wanting anything more then she can get from me. out of the 6 times we have had sex 5 of those times were for her only. after she got off 5 or 6 or however many times she says she is sleepy and falls asleep. what is it with selfish girls!!! I am fully into making sure my partner is completely satisfied but after that I expect reciprocation. is that bad of me? I don't think so but apparently it is too much to ask. I guess i was spoiled earlier in life with really good girlfriends because I feel this is bullshit. She knows I want to talk about it and refuses. *sigh* anyway....
So while i was out of town my brother found a house in taylorsville and my dad and him put in a bid. I hate the location so much but I do see that it has potential for a good investment I just do not want to live there at all. we are almost done with most of the buying process and waiting for the inspection. if all goes well. I will have a house in a few weeks. While I am excited to move out of the basement and have my own place i really hate the location.
also with work my boss decided to move to another company and I am really worried on how that will effect my hours. He was the reason I got the hours I did and the jobs I did. I am really scared to see how this will end up and I hope that it will end up well though I have a feeling if there are problems I will feel it before anyone.
SO much crap headed my way but I will persevere! I have no other choice.
I just want a break sometime.
She apparently is telling everyone she can that I was abusive to her. anyone that knows me knows the last thing in the world I would ever do is hit anyone. anyway she still sends me abusive emails. So done.
Stacie is a girl I am "dating". again i chose a woman who isn't into a relationship or wanting anything more then she can get from me. out of the 6 times we have had sex 5 of those times were for her only. after she got off 5 or 6 or however many times she says she is sleepy and falls asleep. what is it with selfish girls!!! I am fully into making sure my partner is completely satisfied but after that I expect reciprocation. is that bad of me? I don't think so but apparently it is too much to ask. I guess i was spoiled earlier in life with really good girlfriends because I feel this is bullshit. She knows I want to talk about it and refuses. *sigh* anyway....
So while i was out of town my brother found a house in taylorsville and my dad and him put in a bid. I hate the location so much but I do see that it has potential for a good investment I just do not want to live there at all. we are almost done with most of the buying process and waiting for the inspection. if all goes well. I will have a house in a few weeks. While I am excited to move out of the basement and have my own place i really hate the location.
also with work my boss decided to move to another company and I am really worried on how that will effect my hours. He was the reason I got the hours I did and the jobs I did. I am really scared to see how this will end up and I hope that it will end up well though I have a feeling if there are problems I will feel it before anyone.
SO much crap headed my way but I will persevere! I have no other choice.
I just want a break sometime.