I just went through a rough time in my life. I'm still trying to deal...but I'm glad to say that I have old friends that I can still turn to and talk to when times are rough.
John reminded me of how long we've known each other for. 8 years. That's a long time. That's longer than any friend I've had IRL. I mentioned to him that I found an old .wav file of him a few weeks ago and he said he found one of me just recently also. Scary. It's a shame that he has to be all the way in FL. He's going through similar rough times also and lately our conversations have been about that one thing. Love. How it hurts us. How to cope. How to deal. It would be so nice right now to be able to just chill with him and do all the things we said we would do together in the past like visit Disney World, MGM, Universal, and yes, Sea World because he knows how much of an animal freak I am...and, wasn't there some zoo also? I can't remember now. But yeah, it would help to get our minds off all of this but I think he's doing a much better job than I am right now. I still fully intend on meeting John. He's always been so good to me. A friend for a lifetime.
I'm glad for the new ones I've made too. Hello to Lauren, Ryan, and Anna. Damn all of you for being in the US.
Someday
When I'm awfully low
When the world is cold
I will feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight
Oh, but you're lovely
With your smile so warm
And your cheek so soft
There is nothing for me but to love you
Just the way you look tonight
With each word
Your tenderness grows
Tearing my fear apart
And that laugh
That wrinkles your nose
Touches my foolish heart
Lovely
Never, never change
Keep that breathless charm
Won't you please arrange it
Cuz I, I love you
Just the way you look tonight