May 06, 2004 01:13
Wow, now i know the semester is coming to an end...cause calculus could never possibly suck any worse than now. Oh well, if i pass this class I won't ever have to take math...ever again. i hope i pass...wish me luck on the test tomorrow...and more importantly the final on MOnday!! ;) recently my mind has just been in a whirl...i can't focus on anything...can't figure out why though...Adri? School? not sure but i hope things start going my way with the girls...i just have a heart to give to someone...waste not... I actually wrote some lyrics the other day...not sure why...just kinda did...they go like follows
"my heart is the space where vacancy lies
my eyes shed the tears held back...they cry
I would bleed to show you my heart
The last of the lonely Decembers has left my beating chamber..."
man that was emo as all hell...but whatever...ughh...why can't things ever work out for me...:( I wish things would just finally work with me...everyone else seems to find happiness...enough about this i'll try to be happy now...until then... i will update tomorrow...later