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[azurexeyes]

this is so melodramaic. im so sick of this stupid feeling. my stupid head. i want to shut it off, but the "off" switch just doesnt exist. so im tearing things apart. and she doesnt seem to care. well, this isnt even about her at all. theres nothing i can do.

Jennie and Dustin are going to be here in a few minutes. i might ask to stay with them for a few days. im not looking forward to going back to Humboldt.

im so done.